Hi, my family! OK. I’m smiling now because it feels better. I want the human to feel what’s happening inside! I want to merge us into one. I’m so, so tired of this being separate. I’m so, so tired of the roller coaster, my family. It’s like when dad made my brother and me jump on the bed until we wanted to throw up: "You WANT us to jump on the bed? Are you crazy?" And then – "Please make it stop!!" I know now that he had reasons and maybe it was for this moment – to express what I’m feeling now about being over this part of the ride. I’m ready for the fun to begin. I know you will say this is the fun part and the human just doesn’t know – but that’s exactly what I’m expressing – I want the human to PERCEIVE the never-ending roller coaster as fun, maybe? Or maybe I have to stop believing it won’t end!
Our love and divine brightest light, shining and lighting the whole planet!! Hello, sweet one. Oh, how we love you, our precious and cherished angel. We love you, sweet Ali. We love you, sweet Christy. We love you like you are one and we see the separation you perceive. We see because we know that Ali asked for this. She asked for the human to feel like another. She wanted to know what it was like to be detached from herself and this is what is happening. It is what has always happened within this dream!! But now, you know it. So now, you want out. Now that you know, you are feeling your power as Ali and you want to influence her as Christy. You want to have more direct communication with her and ask for things and show her that you can have ideas and wishes which can be fulfilled, too!
Angel. We want you to see yourselves as yourself. No more are you Christy along for the ride. No more do you need to ask Ali for things and hope that she grants them or understands you. This is YOUR roller coaster. This is your game to play your way – the YOU we speak to is Ali. Know yourself in full as Ali-Ayaele, donning the crown of the Goddess and Creator you are. The roller coaster continues, but it’s as per your conscious wishes as Ali – the beautiful high-resonating self which is right here and now within your awareness and therefore now the one whom you can choose to embody and personify.
It’s making more sense. Thank you. I am choosing to separate us and that’s how I keep myself believing I don’t have control, sometimes. If I know I’m one with my higher self, then I can know “her” with my own mind because it’s her mind. It seems possible, but how do I really step in?
You just explained it, loving one: Perception. Choice. There is no lowly human victim being dragged by the will of the higher self. There is no need to just give in because you can’t do anything about what she wants, anyway. Going with the flow isn’t about caving to the higher self. Going with the flow is meeting the higher self in wisdom and vibration. Rise to meet “her” – meet yourself. Rise in self-perception and be the Goddess you are. You don’t have to change your name because this is within; you know who you are and it’s a matter of allowing that knowing through. You may even dive in and find that Ali wants some more separation feelings and so you’ll act as though you’re Christy for a while longer, but with a new sense of understanding: You’ll know that you’re being a human with a conscious Goddess running things and they are the same one.
Wow. Sort of confusing and yet it’s soothing me. I have a much better idea about going with the flow, now. I honestly was more on the caving side, but now I know I don’t have to be. I can be the conscious creator and create whatever I want as the higher self, Ali. I know I want different things than the human, and I want to get to know those things and be as excited as “she” is because that’s me and I want to know why I’m excited! OK. Got it.
Beautiful, our angel!
We love you.
-I, Source-Consciousness.
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