𝐈’𝐦 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐲𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐬. 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 “𝐧𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐞” 𝐨𝐟 𝟑𝐃.
Yes. You see what’s happening, right? You’re waking up to the fact that life is a literal dream! It’s a literal dream with figurative symbols. Can you wrap your head around that?
𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡! 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐈 𝐩𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞; “𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞?”
Yes. You are coming out of sleep into the dream. It’s like the lucid state of the dream now.
𝐈’𝐦 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝, 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭. 𝐈 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐨𝐝𝐝! 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠?
Ooh, you know I get excited when you have a fear. This is a chance for us to look and remove it! You can do anything you want. What’s scary about that? Look closely, angel! Tell me!
𝐍𝐨𝐰, 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐲! 𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡! 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 “𝐞𝐠𝐨” 𝐦𝐞. 𝐖𝐨𝐰, 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞! 𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲! 𝐈’𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲, 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
And that is ok! You have become very comfortable here! No shame.
𝐃𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐜𝐨𝐨𝐧?
Of course! It was all cozy and comfortable in there and then suddenly she has to go out into this world which is so big and daunting! But yet she’s drawn to it enough that the fear doesn’t matter. The curiosity, familiarity, excitement, and fun of what there is to explore pushes her to leave her little place of protection.
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐳𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐝. 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡.
Let it go. Just release. Cry if you must. You are allowed to grieve; of course you are! The long dream is just ending, as all dreams do. What’s real is what lasts. Here, with me, is where it’s all real.
-𝔅𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔩
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