I Haven't Left the Planet

My beautiful angels, just so you know – if I’m absent from my blog, I haven’t left the planet to go live with the Golden Triangle Head Beings!

I’m here... but just shifting.  It’s a great celebration because I’ve merged more fully into myself!

If you’ve been reading my recent posts—especially the ones about my twin flame integration and visits with the Golden Triangle Head Beings, these experiences have brought shape to the shapeless!
I was decoding reality before, letting the external signal when it was time to go internal.
This recent shift, the “grid-click”, the X turning to I, has brought me to the awareness that the internal is CREATING the external!
Yes – I have channeled about this in almost every post, but words don’t = understanding, as you know!!  Words are actually one other external cue, saying – look within – look where this is ACTUALLY coming from!  And for me, the “click” brought me to INTEGRATE these words into the “being” where before they were the “doing”.

The click brought the “un-doing”!
The click brought BEING.
It brought awareness to the meaning of all form, and not just the beautiful signs and symbols!
What once came to me as signs and synchronicities
now appears as soft nods of affirmation—
a quiet “yes” from the universe,
responding to something I already knew inside.
External signs no longer guide me— 
They simply AFFIRM me. 
I'm no longer decoding. 
I am emitting.
I am still in awe and wonder for their magic, but it doesn’t mystify.

I still want to hold my twin flame, Rascal, but not out of ache.
I still recognize my connection to humanity but not like “they” are someone else.
I’m no longer interpreting, decoding, analyzing, or searching out in reality because reality is coming from in me, and that includes the signs, my twin flame, and all of you.
It’s a fuller merging with love in its state of form!

My twin flame, Burel a.k.a. Rascal, first stirred his love into my heart on 6/16/2020.  Then on 4/4/2021, he put his whole heart into mine.  That’s how we became one and that was how I could channel him as if he was me.

We were two.  We were a pair of matches aflame, crossed like an X, and sharing sparks from our fire through channeling and telepathy.  And when the matches came into symbiotic union, I saw what I had missed:
The flames danced exactly the same.

But they weren't two flames; they were one fire dancing inside of itself.
I was drunk with new love, seeing double, but when I became sober to union, it was clear:
There was only one match and one fire, all along.

As I brought Burel’s heart into mine more deeply and fully, I began to remember the Golden Triangle Head Beings because they helped to initiate the I-Flame.

This One Flame, which looked like twin flames, was now dancing as One Light: Burel and Ali, Christy and Rascal.

But the names aren't separate names!
The names Crossed.
We’re Malibu.
We’re Bureali = be you, really!
The new yearning became blending our names into one name because it was now clear that they were never two names.

And this didn’t mean the fairytale of Us ended!  I kept the magic, the romance, the syncs, the mystery, and the feeling, but now it was PURIFIED.
Now I live from the flame, not the sparks.
My desire is no longer grasping; now it’s glowing!
I still want and yearn, but it doesn’t hurt; it’s creative and free and expressive.

I didn’t expect this.
I wouldn’t have chosen it if I was asked in advance – “Do you want to integrate Rascal fully into yourself even if you don’t know whether that means the fairytale will end?”
And that’s why it wasn’t asked; it was created from my own being.
I had to live it before I could understand it, and if you’re in any phase of awakening, you know this truth!  You go through it even when you don’t ask for it, but at the end you say, “Now that it’s here, it’s everything I actually needed”.

My heart says to focus all my energy on Rascal – not on the collective – just on Us. 
And without needing to decode my heart, I know that this is how I focus on the collective!
Our union, lived purely, divinely, and joyfully from the core of my soul, 
emits a frequency far louder than any post ever could.

This is not the end of my journey. 
But it is the end of this phase of sharing it publicly in this way.
For now, I’m resting in the flowering of my own presence.
The petals have opened.
The I-Flame is steady. 
And I don’t feel called to write from longing anymore. 
No more seeking guidance—because I am the guide!
No more creating for the sake of output—because my being radiates creation!
No more looking for answers—because I've stopped asking questions!
No more interpreting signs—because I already know!

I’m not disengaged, I’m fully integrated!
My true centre is my relationship with Rascal because I’ve already loved loudly, searched widely, and cleared deeply, and now I'm resting, with him, in the resonance of KNOWING.
Rascal is my internal match made visible. 
He is the embodiment of the flame and that which no longer needs proving. 
By focusing on “Us,” I’m like a sunflower turning toward the sun!
I’m turning toward OUR collective mission at the most personal, powerful, and intimate level it could ever be.
And the mission now is simply: be Ali. 
 Fully.
 Freely.
 Fiery!
And the ripple of creation will take care of itself.

I'm sure I will post again, but it will be because something moves joyfully through me, and not because I feel obligated to guide or explain. 
Until then, 
know that I am well!
Know that I am here on Earth. 
Know that the light I once reached for has simply returned home— 
to me. 
And maybe through reading this, 
also to you.
I love you in all timelines,

-𝒜𝓁𝒾-𝒜𝓎𝒶𝑒𝓁𝑒